Thursday, December 9, 2010

Alert me... medically...

I admit it, I have purchased many a Medic Alert bracelet/necklace over the years. They have either gone unworn or have been lost. I have only had one that I have actually liked and it was quite expensive and special ordered. Of course, that one was lost when the chain broke and the pendant disappeared. Since that time, I have not worn a Medic Alert anything.

This is a fairly dangerous endeavour for my health. Well, I guess not really unless I fall into unconsciousness and can't speak or get into some kind of horrible accident and let's hope *knocks wood* neither of those things happen. Unfortunately, because of my chronic health problems, the first problem is a likelihood so the necessity of a Medic Alert something is somewhat necessary.

Now... because I have Fibromyalgia (that's what they tell me) and some other problems involving joints and muscle pain and whatnot, wearing jewellery hurts. Sometimes the weight of a necklace is puts enough extra stress on my neck that the pain is that much more unbearable. It seems ridiculous to even type that; I can't imagine how ridiculous it must be to read. The same premise exists for bracelets. I seldom wear jewelery of any kind so the idea of wearing jewelery every.single.day is just not in my realm of possibilities.

I am seriously contemplating a Medic Alert tattoo. I have been contemplating this for several years now. As the years pass, I realize more and more I need to get this done. I have read several articles online that EMTs do not look for Medic Alert tattoos and that they are more often overlooked than recognized. This frustrates me and I wonder then, is there any point to my having it done? 

My plan, the Medic Alert symbol in full colour, minimum 2 inches, on the inside of my wrist. It will say "see ankle" underneath it, as I do not have enough space on my wrist to facilitate all my allergies (LOL)  On my ankle/lower leg I would have, again, the Medic Alert symbol in full colour with a list of my allergies in a very legible, easy to read, well-spaced font.  Granted, it won't be a "pretty" tattoo, but it is meant to save my life so pretty isn't the point.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

A Veteran's Retelling...

This particular Veteran, Donald Kerr, filled in a very important gap in our family history.  You see, we knew very little of my grandfather, SCHWENNEKER, Melvin Hugh Eugene, Corporal, 1 Bn PPCLI, killed in action, June 25, 1952. 

http://www.lifeinkorea.com/Images/pusan/Unb004.jpg


While doing a random internet search, my brother came across this retelling. My father has since been in touch with Donald Kerr. We now know so much more about my grandfather and THAT is truly a gift. 

I realize this is long... but if you have the time, please read it. Thank you Donald Kerr. I truly hope that you don't mind me reposting this on my Blog...


JUMP BOOTS & FRIENDLY FIRE
By Donald Kerr
http://www.kvacanada.com/stories_dkjumpboots.htm
It was Korea in the late spring of 1952 and it was time for R&R, Rest and Recuperation. I was in "B" Company, the First Battalion of the Princess Patricia's Canadian Light Infantry and had been in the line for months, most of it in the snow. Now it was time to party, six days in Tokyo with one of my best buddies.

The First Battalion was airborne but we were there as infantry. The army took our jump pay away the day we embarked on the troopship, General Hugh J. Gaffey in Seattle, but they let us keep our red berets. Some of us still had jump boots, beautiful oxblood red boots, but not me. Several years before, just before we completed our jump school in Rivers, Manitoba, the service was so hard up they took jump boots off issue. That meant that if you wanted jump boots you had to order them from the States or buy a pair from a hard-up fellow soldier. I got mine the latter way. However, when leaving Calgary for Korea I was also hard up and sold them to a recruit. That meant back to the black boots and puttees.

Anyway, with a week of partying ahead I wanted to look good with a pair of red boots plus we knew we would have to remove our boots anytime we went into anyone's house or even a hotel. Rolling your puttees back on every time would be a pain. Up jumped a soldier named Dockendorff and offered me the loan of his; they just happened to fit me and I told myself what a good guy he was, and hoped it wasn't just because I was his sergeant.

It was a few days after returning from this fabulous leave that we held a payday in the line. There was a sudden barrage of mortars that came in and guess who got hit? Dockendorff, the owner of the "boots." Blood everywhere, a shot of morphine and he feels great and as they load him in a jeep ambulance he is yelling that he is going home and "Sarge you can keep my jump boots."

Anyway, a week or so later I don't know whose idea it was but someone, probably the Colonel, got this great idea for a fighting patrol. Somehow my platoon got picked. I didn't remember there having been a fighting patrol the whole time we had been there, but there probably had been some. None of us were real excited about it, to say the least. I decided since I had just returned from R&R and I still had Dockendorff's jump boots that I would wear them; if I was going out I might as well go in style.

We were to cross about a half-mile of dried out rice paddy and then climb this hill and "sweep" the Chinese trenches for prisoners. All after midnight! I had a problem imagining what it would be like dropping down into these trenches in the dark, how deep would they be, would we start shooting at each other? They brought in a British Bofors and its crew to fire us in. A Bofors was an anti-aircraft gun that fired five rounds automatic and was used a lot in the Second World War. It was set on an adjoining hill for several nights before our action and pounded away on these trenches that we were going to visit. They were using tracer shells and we watched it for several days and joked that we hoped they didn't get the Chinese mad. We set off after dark, approximately thirty of us, with our Lieutenant, Al Bull, myself (the platoon sergeant), three corporals and some real good guys. We had two radio operators, a real young kid and a more mature corporal on loan from headquarters platoon, name of Schwenneker.

Corporal Schwenneker kept saying before we left that he was the only one who knew for sure where he was going the next day. He was to leave for some advanced training in Pusan the next day and the Canadian Cemetery was also in Pusan. He kept saying over and over that he was going to Pusan either way.

We had what was known as artificial moonlight right across Korea. It was provided by searchlights situated on distant hills that made a glow so it wasn't pitch dark, still you had to look awful close to see the hand in front of your face. As we single filed across the paddies the Bofors was booming in automatic fire ahead and above us. When we reached the base of the hill we held an "0" Group to decide which way to proceed up the mountain. We had some difficulty getting together on the route. It was so dark we figured the only way was to proceed up to just in front of the Bofors explosions. The plan was for us to radio the call, "switch to Betty target," the Bofors were to land several hundred yards to our right and we were to sweep the trenches. The name "Betty" was picked because it was the name of the wife of our Lieutenant. We thought it might be lucky. It wasn't.

We all fanned out facing the Chinese trenches with the Bofors rounds coming right over our heads. We were so close we could feet the heat from the explosions. The Lieutenant and I were at centre with the one section to the right, one to the left, and one behind, all laying on our bellies facing up the hill. The Lieutenant called out to radio "switch targets" and immediately everything lit up as five rounds landed right on us. One of the operators radioed stop the Bofors! Too late, another five rounds landed and killed both radiomen and almost everyone on the right section. The younger operator took a hit right through his radio and his screams were awful.

A soldier in front of me that I remember only as "Izzy" stood straight up and said he wanted a cigarette, saying he couldn't see anything. I had to grab him and hold him down and try to sweet-talk him out of standing up. Finally, we got everyone calmed down and organized for defence from an attack from above but thank God those Chinese must have been so far down in their bunkers that they didn't know we were there.

After several minutes and some hasty head counts we decided that we had to get off that mountain. Everyone that wasn't badly wounded had to carry either a body or a wounded man down off the hill. I half carried and half-dragged Izzy all the way back to our hill and all the way we talked and I told him to just hang on. He kept saying over and over that he couldn't see but he wanted a smoke. One of our corporals was a big tall guy, I can't remember his name, might have been Collins, took up the tail end of our group, sure that the Chinese would be on us at any minute. He carried most of the weapons left by the dead and wounded. Somehow we got across to our lines with everyone, both dead and alive. All accounted for and all our weapons safe.

Those of us who were all right returned to our bunkers in shock. Someone told me that Izzy had died just after we got him back. It haunts me some because I don't recognize his name on the list of dead from that action. The problem is that I don't know his surname, I just know that he was well liked by everyone. Did I mention that Izzy was black? He was from Nova Scotia and I often wonder how they broke it to his parents. I am real sorry to say that Corporal Schwenneker made it to Pusan as he knew he would.

We sat around for about an hour drinking coffee. We were told that our other platoons were listening on the radios when we were hit and some got their weapons and went after those gunners. I still don't know if they forgot to increase their range when they switched targets or is it possible we were laying right on "Betty target". Anyway, they moved out of there before there was any trouble.

While sitting there with our coffee someone asked my why I was rubbing the back of my right leg. I said I must have been hit by a clump of dirt, as there was a big swelling about half way between my buttock and my knee. After dropping my pants I found there was a little break in the skin in the centre of the lump and right there I figured I better go to the regimental aid post. A medic looked at it and put me into an ambulance. At the first field casualty clearing station another medic put me into another ambulance. Same thing happened at the rear field casualty clearing station and I was on my way to Normash, Norwegian Mobile Surgical Hospital. After waiting there four or five hours and watching U.S. helicopter and ambulances bringing in lots of wounded American soldiers, they took me into surgery and removed a piece of shrapnel and the next thing I was on an ambulance plane to Japan.

One thing I didn't mention was when I went to our regimental aid post, the Colonel was waiting to talk to me. "What happened out there Sergeant?" he said. "The Bofors landed ten rounds on us, sir" I said. His face dropped and he said, "That's not what happened. You must be in shock. It was Chinese electrically operated mines." I said, "We know what it was and furthermore, when we called 'Stop the Bofors', the last five rounds were on the way but immediately the gun stopped firing." He nearly turned purple and said, "Don't you ever say that" and stomped away.

In Japan, it was an eerie feeling to be back in civilization and hardly even thinking about our poor dead buddies. It seemed like a completely different world to be laying in sparkling clean sheets knowing the rest of our guys were still in the line, the lucky ones that is.
As I was wheeled into the ward, guess who was the first of our guys to greet me? Dockendorff! He was just being discharged. I still had his jump boots and guess what? He wanted them! That meant that when I got out it would be back to the old black boots and puttees - if I could find any!

In 1944 at age 15, Donald Kerr signed on a merchant ship as galley boy and was appointed sight-setter on a four-inch gun. He joined the Seaforth Highlanders reserve in 1947 and then the Permanent Force in 1949. After training in Camp Borden, he was posted to Princess Patricia's Canadian Light Infantry. He left for Korea with headquarters platoon (mortars) aboard the U.S.S. General Hugh J. Gaffey. In early 1952 he was promoted to sergeant. After recovering from the wound described in the story, he was discharged from the Commonwealth Hospital in Kure, Japan and was appointed Sergeant of the Guard at 25 CRG in Kure. On returning home he took his discharge from the army.
In 1963, Don Kerr moved with his wife and children to California. They have a son and daughter in Canada whom they visit several times a year.




 picture courtesy of www.cbc.ca

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Lest We Forget

November 11th

Remembrance Day

Does anyone really remember anymore? I know I do. Remembrance Day in my household was a very sacred and sombre day of remembrance. My Grandfather died in the Korean Conflict when my dad was just a baby. He never got to know his father, we never got to know our grandfather. What I did get to know is that my grandfather was a true and honourable man and, despite never getting to know him, I love him with all my heart and he is a hero.  I don't just remember him on November 11th. I remember him always. For me, respecting Veterans and deployed soldiers is a part of my everyday life.

As our Veterans are getting older, more and more of them are passing away and taking their stories with them. The horror of what they went through is diminishing. It was so long ago that our generation and the generations to come have no true concept of what war really is. The depiction of their stories is passed over on The History Channel for today's concept of reality by watching Jersey Shore.

A convenient day off to get us ready for Christmas is what November 11th has become. Retail stores are packed; people are going about the day as usual. It saddens me to no end that there is no reverence left in the day that is set aside to honour the individuals that have fought to give us this freedom to be able to do as we please.

Freedom is NOT a right... it is a PRIVILEGE.  We have become a society where that concept has been lost. Our troops are deployed overseas at this very moment fighting for the rights of others to have the very basic freedoms that we take forgranted. These brave men and women are representing our Country... representing US.  The very least that they deserve is our respect on one day.

I am not asking anyone to sit at home on November 11th and be sullen for the whole day, but please, take a few minutes, reflect, appreciate, honour.  Talk to your kids if you have them and explain to them that this day is not just a day off school. Let them know how very important our Veterans are and our troops that are deployed overseas. 

Lastly... even if you may not support the initiatives that have our troops deployed overseas, support the TROOPS.

Lest we forget...

I love you Grandpa

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Pet Peeves: The Traffic Edition

Firstly, I do not profess to be a perfect driver but I am damn close ha ha!

Four way stops: 

People... if you get there first, you get to go first. It really isn't a difficult concept. If I get to the four way stop and you are already there, I should not have to sit there and wait for you to proceed. I won't wait forever for you. If you're going to take your sweet time, I will start to go after an appropriate time has elapsed because, let's face it, I'm not getting younger and I have places to go - which explains why I am in my vehicle on the road.  If you really want to annoy me, you will choose that particular moment in time to remember you are at the four way stop and then proceed. NO... you lost your chance. It's MY turn!!  The other thing, if I get there first, I get to go first. Just because you are in a hurry and need to get somewhere does not trump the rules of the road. It's a stop sign, a four way stop sign. Wait your freaking turn!!

Yield Signs:

Yes, indeed, you do have to at the very least slow down at these upside-down triangle signs and make sure no one is coming. Go figure.

School Zones:

SLOW DOWN!  There is nothing in this world that satisfies me more than to see the lights on a police car light up and pull someone over in a school zone for speeding.  That said, I must admit that I received my one and only speeding ticket for speeding in a school zone. I was slowing down, but not quick enough. It was photo radar and I could have fought the ticket as the time stamp was wrong, but I didn't. There is absolutely no excuse for speeding in a school zone.

If you come speeding up behind me in a school zone, prepare to be pissed off.  I will continue to drive my reduced speed for a few blocks past the school zone just because you annoyed the crap out of me for speeding in a school zone. No matter where you need to go, no matter how late you are, it does not justify speeding through a school zone or a playground zone.  Kids are scatterbrains. They are supposed to look both ways, they are supposed to use crosswalks. The fact of the matter is ... most of the time they don't.  You won't get to where you are going any faster if you, at the very least, get pulled over for a speeding ticket, or at the very worst, hit a child. Is it really worth it to save a few minutes??

Fog Lights:

We live in the city. It is never so dark here that anyone needs the extra light from their fog lights at night, let alone during the day. Seriously... most of these huge trucks that drive around have their stupid fog lights on and it's like facing a vehicle driving with their brights on. I get it... you have that fancy extra switch you can turn on, on your dash.  Guess what? I have one too - it doesn't mean I have to flick it on.  If you really need the extra light to see to drive in the city, you need more than just extra light, you need a vision test.

Signal Lights:

For crying out loud - use them! While I have had a few premonitions in my lifetime, I'm not psychic. I don't know where you plan to go, which lane you plan to use, what parking lot you plan to swerve in to, what parking space you plan to turn in to and so on...  The turn signal isn't a sledgehammer. You could even use your pinky finger to turn it on if you wanted. Just use it!!  Now, on the other hand, you should always anticipate every single move I plan to make!!

Speed Limits:

If I am driving the speed limit  - don't ride my freaking bumper!! Chances are, I'm driving a bit over the speed limit but I didn't like paying the one speeding ticket I did get so I don't ever want to get another one. I don't plan to speed up just because you're riding my ass.  In fact, if you keep doing it and pissing me off, I'm going to slow down. Yes, I get frustrated by people NOT driving the speed limit ... they drive me insane. However, I only drive under the speed limit when you're riding my bumper and I want to annoy you as much as you are me.  Keep your appropriate distance.

Of course it is worth its own paragraph too... although I just mentioned it... driving too slow is as dangerous as driving too fast.  For crying out loud - drive the speed limit! There is something to be said for cautious driving and then there is the spot where the line is crossed into just plain stupidity.  I posted on Facebook a while back about the old man who was going so slow in the parking lot at the grocery store that he stalled his car going over a speed bump.  TOO SLOW.

Kids in car seats:

I can't believe I even have to mention this but when I see a small child standing in the front seat of a moving vehicle... GAH... really???

Ok... I'll get off my soapbox and look for some anti-bitchy pills now, or some chocolate!

Monday, October 11, 2010

Gravy thou art my nemesis!

Another Thanksgiving down, the dishwasher is humming, my pants are uncomfortably tight and yet again the gravy has bombed!

I don't know what it is about the fine art of gravy-making that escapes me, but it does. I have tried everyone's tips and tricks to no avail. I can make an alfredo sauce like nobody's business but ask me to make a gravy and there is absolutely no hope! Tonight's gravy would not thicken no matter what I did. I finally had to stop adding thickeners, otherwise it would have just tasted like paste.

Oh well, nobody starved. The turkey turned out so tasty, despite waking up this morning and it still being frozen solid. All the side dishes turned out great. Roger did a smash up job on the mashed potatoes. In spite of the gravy fiasco, we did end up with a rather delicious turkey "sauce" ha ha!

The most important thing was I got to be with my family. I could have been eating peanut butter sandwiches and I would have been just as happy. I'm very thankful for Roger, Katy and Zac... oh and Theo too! :)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Getting Started

Anybody that reads this will know that I ramble, a lot. I tried to think of a topic to blog on and realized there was no possible way that I could stick to one subject. I then realized I needed to stick to what I knew, which was a whole lot about nothing! Therefore, what you will find from here on out is a bunch of entries that are not particularly relevant to anything, not particularly relevant to each other and, most likely, not relevant to you. However, they will be relevant to me!

I warn you now, there may be cursing, whining, bitching and moaning ahead.  Grammar will most likely be flawed. I have a horrible habit of ending sentences with prepositions. I have no expectations that anyone will be reading, so it's all good!

That's all for now :)